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happy chinese new yr to all!

juz a normal new yr though, but kinda moody one dis yr, cuz i cant enjoy much bcoz of exams. -.- but i dun haf e mood to study at all. ppl are enjoyg, i wanna enjoy freely too. soon i'll start studyg (sthg which i hafta).

alrite, i believe juz gotta manage my time well. i need e motivation and strength. had been really tired somehow even though i din do much things, so my time had really been fully utilised to slp and i mean serious slpg.

oh.. e usual qn during new yr will juz pop out as long as i dun bring an extra someone to visit grandparents esp when a few of them does so. and suddenly now i haf an additional criteria based on grandma's logic. ((: i shall juz wait and be patient ba, only tt right one. sthg i really dun like during new yr is always me getting suan-ed by relatives. arghh, i shall juz tolerate. sacrifice myself to make them happy during dis new yr season ba, if not i'll misunderstood agn. juz cant seem to smile as much dis yr. i dun like tt. sthg's missg and yet i dunno wad!!

change topic.. i juz dun like e taste of red wine, but im still tryg my best to learn how to appreciate it. but im kinda shocked by sthg today. i actually swallowed a few sips of red wine, 2 bottle caps of vodka plus f&n cherryade and barcadi lime juz now. yet i dun feel anythg at all. tt's really weird though, cuz im a bad drinker. kekes. can i say tt it's a kind of accomplishment? =D i've improved. lol. though i rmbr sayg tt i should refrain myself from drinkg. =X

well well.. i should be able to go get a very very nice rest after e alcohol content i've taken in. goodnights! enjoy ur new yr lo! =) best wishes.

leen
12:23 AM