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Amazingly, God had been showg me revelations ystd and today.

Journey back home seemed long ystd. Flashbacks caught me unaware. But it gained me a revelation...
Dere are many stages in life. Jux like dere are many bus stops along e way to my destination. How many times haf i hopped onto any bus tat could get me somewhr near to my destination? Would it either require me to change another bus or walk a distance before u could reach ur destination? Could i have waited a little while more? Wad if e bus, which could get i directly, comes by in jux a few mins more of waitg? Wad is sthg which i could haf waited? Wad is sthg which cause me to time and again get on a bus but yet i haf to go thru e hassle before i could reach my destination?
Patience is trustg tat God would turn things out well for ur good but accordg to His time!

Dis is another while playg PSP today...
Haf u ever played a game which u got to knock out ur opponent? And it's not jux a one round game, but a few rounds before u officially complete e level of difficulty.
Very often, after we haf chosen either an easy, normal or hard level, e mentality we carry would be it. Especially when we failed to clear a round, we would either tell ourselves "oh well, try again" or "oh well, forget it".
Let's take for example tat it's "oh well, try again"... Given a choice to choose a new player to fight e same opponent, would u do so? Or would u choose another player to fight e same opponent?
I realised i usually would choose e former, wif persistence and a little stubbornness. Not wantg to fail, but wantg to start from whr i've fallen and i wanna face it and overcome it. At e same time, a qn struck me: "Aileen, if u're placed in such a real life situation, is dis how u'll react to it oso? Will u carry e same nv say die spirit?"
Fear and failure, unless u face it, u'll nv overcome it!

I really feel tat God is really tryg all ways to show me wad i need to overcome in my life before my breakthru could come..

Patience, Persistence.

ps: if u understand wad i mean, u would understand, if not, i oso dunno how to explain, haha. i understand wad are all these abt can alr. ((:

current activity: pen-ing down my life testimony... but... haha. nvm.

leen
6:50 PM