.: Welcome To My World. My Thoughts. :.

God, all i need is more strength and much much more. im not mature enuf to handle these. only u noe how to help me. i feel really suffocated. i juz hate e feelg of it, hate it, hate it.

anyway, it's a good getaway for a movie instead of stayg ard. i hope u now noe e differences between guys and girls. we're juz different. God, i juz wanna be a strength to someone else, i'll juz be their listeng ear and shut my own stuffs up. i'll help to solve theirs and mine i'll handle it on my own as long as they feel better. it juz takes time, i wanna give them hope. meantime, i'll try to be hopeful though... not in man, but God in u.

oh well back to e movie, IP MAN is a good one! i do really enjoy it alot! i wanna learn kung fu now! lol.

carolling day. so gonna miss out on Sun's interview. i miss Sun.

girls, pls help me get thru e countdown to e next yr dis time round. it's nv e same. i really juz wanna be occupied and not tink abt anythg. i do hope tt our countdown would happen.

i juz need a good hug and releasg of emotions now. i need rest (sometimes i wonder if it could be forever). but it's reality, i will overcome. nv smooth but always safe. i hold my trust in u.

why does it hafta be u? i feel like giving u a tight slap on e face, but before tt, i'll give myself one 1st.

leen
2:54 AM