.: Welcome To My World. My Thoughts. :.

i enjoyed e JB trip wif my beloved doro and huiyi... not forgetg huiyi's beloved guodong too! we had seafood!! cheap cheap cheap! yummy too~ alright, photos when doro uploads.

PLS DO NOT CONTINUE TO READ ON... IM JUZ HUMAN, IT'S JUST STHG I NEED TO VENT IT OUT RATHER THAN HAVING IT SPINNING IN MY HEAD!

well.. im back to square one. (i hate it! i should juz isolate myself somewhr and not unknowingly spread it to my frenz even w/o tokg abt it, i seriously feel very bad) when things are not gg well, i tink i should juz put all e blame to myself 1st, which is always e case i suppose.

i feel like juz gettg away from all reality, i juz feel like travelg! i wanna go australia! why does it hafta clash wif sch?! if only i can skip sch, which i noe i wouldnt. i juz need my holidays to be longer, or rather, nv endg... i feel like... giving up...

but i noe dis cant continue! i live in a world not only wif myself in it, lives are in my hands, how am i gg answer?! sometimes i seriously wonder how i can help others when i dun seem to even wan to help myself! which i noe precisely it's e root of e prob alr! was it even rite in e 1st place?! argh. i hate to tink abt it (but yes, i noe obviously i am, time and agn).

why do i only feel it like now??
aileen, wads ur prob?! stop lookg back! shut up!
let go, let go, let go.......
u lost ur focus agn -.-
STOP EMO-ING AND WAKE UP UR IDEA!

ALRIGHT, TIME TO GET BACK ON TRACK AGAIN!

leen
12:45 AM