.: Welcome To My World. My Thoughts. :.

my 2008 had been like every other person, ups and downs. it juz goes to show we're all human. i made every decision and im responsible for them all.

start of e yr, im glad tt someone had walked into my life and im really happy abt how i start my yr!

during e 1st quarter of e yr, i officially became a cgl. im glad bcoz it has not been easy i should say. all by e grace of God! i enjoyed Chinese New Year, here and dere for e fact tt i wasnt alone.

comin to e 2nd quarter of e yr, grandpa actually left us. tinkg abt it now, tears welled up in my eyes. u're deeply in my heart and im happy tt u're in e good hands of God! movg on, i've graduated from Temasek Poly wif a Diploma wif Merit in Business, praise e Lord! and dis is oso e time when i stepped into SOT after much obstacles from within and without. i entered 1 mth later than all e other students. still, i wanna make best e time i haf in dere esp when i've fought my way thru. started out wif e Admiralty Sec ppl, really thk God for such an open door. another thing, amazingly SMU had accepted me as a student after e interview i had wif them.

next, 3rd quarter of e yr, things happened for a reason and i was e one who chose it. den it's SOT graduation. really a period of discipline and traing being a student in SOT. i feel tt it's like wad PK said, sthg which all CHC mbrs should not miss out. and it's e start of studies in SMU, a new level. not forgettg me enterg into e BIG 2 club, i've finally hit 20! thks for tryg to fulfill wad u've promised me. and den i was awaken from e dream.

last quarter of e yr, i've lost touch. almost wif evrythg, i juz wanna give up. wad a struggle. i took things too easily and for granted. my darling's 21st, celebrated at Bintan. a great time spent dere, lots of happengs. oso another's 21st but im in control no more. power packed AC! blown away by e speakers who came, esp my fav Dr AR Bernard! and i get results which i really thk God, if not for Him, such results aint possible. slowly, i found back myself, pushed myself further cuz i wanna end e yr well! Xmas, our drama's gg from glory to glory. i totally enjoyed myself! thk God for all those frenz who came to join us! thks to Zhihong's mum, Zhihong and Sam for e Xmas party, i did enjoy a time of good luff! a good time of catchg up wif my ex-sch mates, at least they noe i din mia. i hope i did helped u to lighten it wif wad i went thru, though it may not be comparable but i juz wanna help u like how others helped me. it's true how much others can help u, 1st u gotta be willg to be helped and help urself. i wanna be someone whom ppl can tok to me w/o reservatns such tt i can be of help. im willg, but who's willg to let me help? hmmm...

overall, God had always been wif me. His grace and mercy upon my life is ever abundant even when i feel tt im not worth it. He tinks otherwise. God, i love U. nv-endg thks to U! =)))

yup, e new yr is here! it's puttg away e things of e past, it's a time of growth agn. shattered dreams but unbroken hope! i noe i should not worry and tink so much. all in Ur hands! move on, move it! welcome to e best yr yet... 2009!

im very into Khalil Fang Da Tong's New Album, i love his music! wooOoo~

leen
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