.: Welcome To My World. My Thoughts. :.

hi there

its been a long while since im back here.
and wow, it actually still exists.

060313 an official mark to an end of something hurtful and painful.
truth hurts but knowing lies existed hurts even more.
you mean you don't even consider how it would hurt me? how selfish.
i know there's no point for me to question why things happen, why people change and all the whys.
i'm sure it's for a reason.
i just know it's going to be a start of something new and wonderful.

to be frank, i'm curious about what's going on for you. just a habit.
i'm kicking it. it's none of my business anymore.
most likely it's easy for you since there wasn't any importance to begin with.

the only thing which hurts most is when you actually said you regretted asking me that night.
so now i know, it started on a wrong note.
it was pressure, never love, never love.
yes, i hear you loud and clear. it was just time wasted.

and since you've decided to push me away, i'll go.
enough of this nonsense.
now i just know i need to love myself more, otherwise nobody will.

it takes years to build a relationship, seconds to destroy.
it only goes to show how unimportant the years of relationship meant.
at least now i know, it's better late than never.

decisions are powerful, use it right or it'll backfire.
consider consequences.

i'm still hopeful to what's ahead.
letting go of the good and inviting the better.
i need wisdom.

love is not just an emotion. it's also a decision.

若要忘记，狠下心就可以。加油！

leen
10:44 PM