.: Welcome To My World. My Thoughts. :.

haha, as usual, once im done blogg, i'll go study le! =P

in life, i nv wanna regret anythg tt i've done and been thru, i juz treat it as a part and parcel of learng in life. but e worse thing tt could happen to anyone is tt u dun even learn from every experience and be trapped in a vicious cycle.

is my existent a non-existent? be it a victim or a victor, i trust tt im here for a purpose. anyway, these few days i had been really thinkg alot abt wad if i lose my life e next day, wad will i regret not doing and who will really mourn bcoz of my death.

it's scary to ponder abt how and when i will actually die, why such a random tot? well, dere are alot of funerals held ard my flat premises and it makes me really tink. life is really short, how u can be here today and gone tmr. im really afraid whenever my tots relate very much to death. whether u wan it or not, death is juz a natural course of life.

i tink many of us do haf times where u wished u were juz dead and not here on earth sufferg wif all e physical, mental and emotional pain. i admit many times such tots ran thru my mind and i was crazy to e extent of tinkg how i can die but yet i dun wanna disfigure myself (haha, ok, i noe dis is random when tokg abt serious stuffs). many times i had been wonderg why things happen a way in which they happen. but i juz thk god for e strength to treat every setback as another learng experience although sometimes i do wonder whether did i even ever learn e lessons. if death was a choice made in order to shorten all e pains, den one could nv be an overcomer but juz an avoider.

life on earth sometimes can be simple, sometimes can be complicated. many times i do envy others and wonder when is my portion coming or whether will it even come. but it's juz abt who u trust and not who u are. a champion is one who nv fails but nv quits, juz keeps on tryg even though he may fall but ultimately he will emerge as an overcomer. 化悲愤为力量！i tink dis is sthg which im constantly reminded of bcoz many times i wanna give up on things but i dun wanna regret not pushg myself juz a little more each time. hence i juz wanna believe for e resurrectn power to turn all e sadness and sorrows into strength for a greater purpose ahead!

"Today if you will hear His voice,
Do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion"

Labels: life and death

leen
10:28 AM